Confessions of a Broken Heart (Daughter to Father)

Hellooooooooooo... I'm Harry!

NO! Harry who? Harry Styles? :D

I've just watched "The Adventurous Adventures of One Direction on my iPadty and couldn't stop to laugh.... until now! you're cool, MARK! *high five with Mark

Ugh-Ugh...

just got many test in my school and I will do mathematic test next Tuesday! wish me luck, guys!

And.. btw, finally I found my old song :) It's "Confessions of a Broken Heart (Daughter to Father) by Lindsay Lohan. hoho.

actually, I don't like who she is.. I mean.. I don't like with her attide now. But, you should appreciate the journey of her career to reach the famous mountain when she was a child to teenager until she plays "Herbie: Fully Loaded". that was my favourite movie ever! :)

because of her, I bought her first album called "Speak". and there are many cool songs in there. my favourite song in that album were "First", "Over", and "Very Last Moment in Time" :)

well well..

I've shared the video and hope you like it too, guys ;)

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter
And I wait for the good Lord to make me feel better
And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
A family in crisis that only grows older

Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am broken but I am hoping
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am cryin', a part of me's dyin'
And these are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart

And I wear all your old clothes, your polo sweater
I dream of another you, one who would never
Never leave me alone to pick up the pieces
A daddy to hold me, that's what I needed

So why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don't know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth, did you ever love me?
‘Cause these are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart, of a broken heart

I love you
I love you
I love you
I, I, I, I love you

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don't know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth, did you ever love me?
Did you ever love me?
These are the confessions of a broken heart
Oh yeah

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter

The Last Song!

This may be the last thing that I write for longCan you hear me smiling when I sing this songFor you and only you?
As I leave, will you be someone to say goodbye?As I leave, will you be someone to wipe your eye?My foot is out the door, and you can't stop me now
You wanted the best, it wasn't meWill you give it back? You want me to leadWhen there's no more room to make it grow
I'll see you again, you'll pretend you're naiveIs this what you want? Is this what you need?How you end up, let me know
As I go, remember all the simple things you knowMy mind is just a crutch and I still hopeThat you will miss me when I am gone, this is the last song
The hearts start breaking as the year is goneThe dream's beginning and the time rolls onIt seems so surreal, now I sing it
Somehow I knew that it would be this waySomehow I knew that it would slowly fadeAnd now I am gone, just try and stop me now
You wanted the best, and it wasn't meWill you give it back? Now I'll take the leadWhen there's no more room to make it grow
I'll see you again, you'll pretend you're naiveIs this what you want? Is this what you need?How you end up, let me know
As I go, remember all the simple things you knowMy mind is just a crutch and I still hopeThat you will miss me when I am gone, this is the last song
Will you need me now?You'll find a way somehowYou want it too, I want it too
As I go, remember all the simple things you knowMy mind is just a crutch and I still hopeThat you will miss me when I am gone, the last song
As I go, remember all the simple things you knowMy mind is just a crutch and I still hopeThat you will miss me when I am gone, this is the last song

Quote of the Day

"A grave is braced not just by a tombstone but by angels as well."

- Adabella Radici

Something's inside my heart... I'm feeling it right now... My nightmare was here...

Ruangan berbentuk segiempat itu mengartikan segalanya
mempertemukan kita pertama kalinya
Dalam hati bertanya, "siapakah dia?"
Kau menyambutku dengan senyuman hangat mengembang di bibirmu
Sapaan manismu bagaikan sekuntum bunga mawar yang harum dan tak pernah hilang baunya
Sapaan itu tak akan pernah kulupakan,
karena itu memang pertama kalinya kita bertemu

Itu bukan cinta pada pandangan pertama, namun cinta pada pandangan awal
Itu bukan rasa jatuh cinta yang ada di hatiku, namun rasa sayang padamu selalu
Sepertinya kau juga merasakan hal yang sama
Sahabat? Saudara?
Kau adalah keduanya

Hari telah berlalu
Momen itu terus menari-nari di pikiranku,
namun tanpa alunan musik
Aku tidak bisa melupakanmu
Sebagai idolaku, kau adalah panutanku yang baik

Tapi...
Apa yang terjadi?
Aku kehilanganmu sekarang
Aku tidak tahu keadaanmu sekarang
Apa yang kau lakukan di sana sekarang?

Aku memang kehilanganmu... setahun kemudian...
Tapi jejakmu tidak pernah hilang... selamanya membekas di hati...
Hal terindah yang sepertinya akan selalu kukenang adalah
ketika kau menyebut namaku, memanggil namaku, mengajakku tertawa bersamamu
Ketika akan berpisah, lambaian indahmu ketika mengucapkan "sampai berjumpa lagi"
Dan lambaian indah itu tidak bisa kuartikan sekarang
Kapan aku bisa bertemu denganmu lagi?
Akankah aku bertemu denganmu lagi?

Aku rela melepasmu sekarang
Seakan melepaskan rangkaian bunga dan membiarkan mengapung di air
Membiarkan itu hilang, tapi baunya tetap ada dan masih bisa dirasakan
Aku rela Tuhan mengambil nyawamu sekarang
Tetapi aku terus berharap agar kau masih bisa bahagia di sana

Selamat jalan, Dema Juliansyah...
Aku disini selalu mendo'akan yang terbaik untukmu
Semoga kau juga baik-baik di sana, seperti saat kita bertemu
Semoga kau bisa terbang di langit
Melihat kami dan kebaikan kami untukmu
Berikanlah aku senyuman manismu lagi...
lewat pikiranku...
dan kenangan itu...

With Alm. Dema Juliansyah

Vocalist of Night To Remember, My idol, My best friend, and My lovely brother

Quote of the Day

"There comes a day when you realise turning the page is the best feeling in the world, because you realise there's so much more to the book than the page you were stuck on."

- Zayn Malik "One Direction"